I am 207 pounds and growing due to some medication that I have to take. I first started my journey to health nearly a year ago, eating 1200 calories a day and working out at least 5 times a week, both cardio and weight training. Since then, I have gained 25 pounds- not of muscle. I’m trying to love my body no matter what state it’s in, but I’m having difficulty, unsurprisingly. In fact, I hate it. But it’s the only one I have, so I’m constantly trying new things to find something that will work for my specific situation. And hopefully, I won’t be fat forever.Tumblr (3.0; @notfatforever)http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/<p>Cuz the world just revolves around you, right? </p>http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/42570050475http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/42570050475Fri, 08 Feb 2013 03:02:58 -0500<p>Aaaaaand I stayed raw vegan the whole time! Yay me :) The only slip up I&#8217;ve had in the past twelve days was eating a cupcake. </p> <p>But I have a good excuse: I was trying a recipe for my wedding cupcakes. So I kinda needed to taste them. </p> <p>Then I gave the rest away. :) </p>http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/40359818339http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/40359818339Sat, 12 Jan 2013 15:08:46 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lry1hkQSg01qzfl2oo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/40142082022http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/40142082022Wed, 09 Jan 2013 21:26:31 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/ffecdbb96167d0f61bc5909b848646c1/tumblr_mgdmf327zV1qaetdco1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://taraesavelo.tumblr.com/post/40121410674/happy-bday-my-sweetheart" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank">taraesavelo</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>happy <strong>bday</strong> my <em>sweetheart</em>! </p></blockquote>http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/40141987093http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/40141987093Wed, 09 Jan 2013 21:25:25 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lve7d6gihJ1qlkrumo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39975312545http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39975312545Mon, 07 Jan 2013 20:45:10 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/cc0d78cfac6864e2ffad18e688901a39/tumblr_mez7y4J83F1qc3caxo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://norocknrollfun.tumblr.com/post/37858022164/wildfox" target="_blank">norocknrollfun</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Wildfox</p> </blockquote>http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39975249282http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39975249282Mon, 07 Jan 2013 20:44:27 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_md77ivws361rr5u2io1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39974945559http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39974945559Mon, 07 Jan 2013 20:41:02 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_maad7rkkWO1qlxk49o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://thinspocean.tumblr.com/post/39960708834/that-pizza-looks-bomb-doe" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank">thinspocean</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>That pizza looks bomb doe</p></blockquote>http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39974774969http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39974774969Mon, 07 Jan 2013 20:39:06 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/a2e0d61eb2f40924c21cd6d7716d9a31/tumblr_mg9x3rQAsY1qiy7q4o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39974700695http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39974700695Mon, 07 Jan 2013 20:38:16 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m7nj7pX9iS1rqobp9o1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://serenitybynature.tumblr.com/post/39963436285/10" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank">serenitybynature</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>beautiful <3 </p></blockquote>http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39974509177http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39974509177Mon, 07 Jan 2013 20:36:05 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/d5b3323db93be7aa77cc0974f4f0464f/tumblr_mfq9j0OZXW1s1hs2xo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39974410532http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39974410532Mon, 07 Jan 2013 20:34:58 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/0484cbbc480fd7f24c243a4ed6903255/tumblr_mga4tnFEXy1r43rkqo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39974193871http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39974193871Mon, 07 Jan 2013 20:32:32 -0500weddingbridegowndressgorgeouslaceflowersbacklessluxurymodel<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/459ccc3f36026707f602683d27a5a283/tumblr_mg8c8gSye71qfxsryo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39974061611http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39974061611Mon, 07 Jan 2013 20:31:00 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m85aerho7K1qfe8teo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39973859764http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39973859764Mon, 07 Jan 2013 20:28:43 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lpedupBwJB1qcto5ko1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39973847244http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39973847244Mon, 07 Jan 2013 20:28:34 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_meihsafZlZ1raf2azo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://gettingahealthybody.tumblr.com/post/39965375254/salmon-with-lemon-and-dill" target="_blank">gettingahealthybody</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Can this look anymore appetizing than it already is?</p> </blockquote>http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39973818015http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39973818015Mon, 07 Jan 2013 20:28:14 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbh9cxNUPp1qdvwzao1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39807448826http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39807448826Sat, 05 Jan 2013 23:31:45 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4cscg3Bja1r55euoo1_400.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4cscg3Bja1r55euoo2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4cscg3Bja1r55euoo3_500.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4cscg3Bja1r55euoo4_400.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4cscg3Bja1r55euoo5_400.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4cscg3Bja1r55euoo6_400.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p><a href="http://get-motivation.tumblr.com/post/39803363825/fitness-love-health-losingweightfeelsgreat" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank">get-motivation</a>:</p> <blockquote><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://fitness-love-health.tumblr.com/post/39529461200/losingweightfeelsgreat-chesleyshrinking-you" target="_blank">fitness-love-health</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://losingweightfeelsgreat.tumblr.com/post/39070305544/chesleyshrinking-you-gotta-have-hope-these" target="_blank">losingweightfeelsgreat</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://chesleyshrinking.tumblr.com/post/36356692518/you-gotta-have-hope" target="_blank">chesleyshrinking</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>You gotta have hope</p> </blockquote> <p>These are my favorite!!</p> </blockquote> <p>HOLY SHITE - YOU GUYS GAVE ME SO MUCH HOPE RIGHT NOW! i dont think they understand how much they are a big influence to me and everyone on fitblr.</p> </blockquote> <p>i think its kind of funny how the 2nd one and last one are the same girl, but no one notices. I love <a href="http://undressedskeleton.tumblr.com" target="_blank">undressedskeleton</a>!</p></blockquote> <p>This is gonna be me someday.</p>http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39807375268http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39807375268Sat, 05 Jan 2013 23:30:49 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/71052ca5751129ad7736657703c49e60/tumblr_mg4s4pNmsw1qafc06o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://palides.tumblr.com/post/39707797065/untitled-by-kelsey-hannah-on-flickr" target="_blank">palides</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/meiandra/7601326036/" title="untitled" target="_blank">untitled</a> by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/meiandra/" target="_blank">kelsey hannah</a> on Flickr.</p> </blockquote>http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39807323341http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39807323341Sat, 05 Jan 2013 23:30:11 -0500http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39807108166http://notfatforever.tumblr.com/post/39807108166Sat, 05 Jan 2013 23:27:27 -0500